An Orgy of Critics//

I'm a fountain of blood
In the shape of a girl
You're the bird on the brim
Hypnotised by the Whirl

Drink me, make me feel real
Wet your beak in the stream
Game we're playing is life
Love is a two way dream

Leave me now, return tonight
Tide will show you the way
If you forget my name
You will go astray
Like a killer whale
Trapped in a bay

I'm a path of cinders
Burning under your feet
You're the one who walks me
I'm your one way street

I'm a whisper in water
Secret for you to hear
You are the one who grows distant
When I beckon you near

Leave me now, return tonight
The tide will show you the way
If you forget my name
You will go astray
Like a killer whale
Trapped in a bay

I'm a tree that grows hearts
One for each that you take
You're the intruder hand
I'm the branch that you break


Bjork is <33. Anyway, I've got this nagging feeling that i'm going to do so badly for the mid years. It's not that i have much choice, really. Never really got myself settled down for the mugging. First wek of the hols was already wasted thanks to Pre U Sem. Second week was a horror because i was still recuperating and this week's when PPP starts rolling. I MUST do well enough to promote at the end of the year.

I haven't even gotten my council duties established. Elections for council profile was today but i had to leave after Wilfred made his speech cos i had to rush off for PPP. Dunno whether i got the post that i'm running for. I'm pretty sure it's a no contest but we'll see how it goes, aites?

PPP. Hohoho!

What did i get myself into?

Ok. I'll have my meal before i plough through the staggering amount of assignments i've left undone before i go for my daily evening run.



I have effaced myself.
No more.
Shackles,
they break free.
I have.
The shackles,
no longer there.
To break free,
I have effaced myself.
No more.


Olivejuice//

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Back back back to you

Pre-University Seminar had been a blast. Despite the tiresome rehearsals, sleepless nights and oh-so-bothersome briefings, it was all worth it.

I'm really very bad at describing things. I feel that how ever i describe my experience, it would not do the people that I've met much justice. Therefore, I'll wait for Jia Ling to send us the photos and let them do all the talking.

But alas, the weeks over. I've left a lot of things unsettled. And the mid-year looms ever so near.

Olivejuice//

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I am sound//

BONG BONG, DONG DONG!
Wiie wiill taek euu on kaes~!?


Yup, i was on fire...

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Trains//

Well i got my Byron Mascot this evening. It looks uber promising. Just hope that i can pull it off. You know how mascots are with their.. ridiculous trouncing about. -cringe!

I'm burning out. There's only so many things to do yet so little Nazri to go around, you know? I have to keep reminding myself at every given opportunity that i'm in jc to study. All these little diversions are, well, nothing but diversions.

But i can't help myself. Blame it on my messed up secondary school life. This transition to such an agreeable place just gives me a feeling that i can't comprehend as of yet. Whatever this feeling, i just can't help myself to want to make pj a better place. Not for me, but for everyone. It's just. I don't know how i can describe this sense of euphoria that i get every single morning, knowing that i have a full day ahead of me in pj.

Meet Nazri 5 months ago and you wouldn't have imagined that he would have done what he's doing now. But everything is just going so right for me. I have great GREAT friends, a class that i'm proud of, tutors i can talk freely with, a GREAT WESTERN FOOD STALL, and all in all, a school i feel dearly for.

4 months is hardly enough to conclude but would love be too strong a word..?

Olivejuice// jazzz~

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Wilt.//

06:25

Oh, the refreshing stench of lavender,
suffocating her with its bewitching embrace.
Tingling treachery awaits her stricken slumber,
stalking silently; She approaches the stream.

07:35

He calls on her, ever reassuring.
Her measured steps stuttered; The castle looms!
Shadows shoving her violently towards the gate.
She cannot see, she cannot be seen.

09:45

Lavender, never to return!
This cloud of confusion commands the throne.
"Follow me, follow me. You were not meant for me"
Letting go of his embrace, they dragged her away.

Impaled, leave her heart for all to see!
Oh the joys of decapitation, oh thoughtless being!
Thrown away, she reaches out.
Nobody, not a single one.


08:55

She approaches his majesty.
Trembling towards the damned,
Lavender besought justice in the haze;
but they have come for her; She's too late.

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I am lost, I am lost, in the roves of all this light//

I find blogging more of a chore these days but i'm bored and i owe it to you guys (whoever you may be) for keeping this blog more or less alive.


Life's been rather fascinating. I've found myself a band in pj. I have some unflattering things to say about PJ Live! but since i'm no longer a member (eventhough i was a co-founder), i'll keep it to myself. Anyway the band seems promising so we'll just see how it goes with that, yeah?


My class is pretty much coming along fine. My prior concerns about the class not bonding has been put to rest. It was a real chore for me though considering my class is THE biggest class in pj. I dunno if anybody realised it but i've been jumping from one group of people to another for the past few weeks, trying to get my whole class to come together and not hang around in their own cliques. I was relatively unhappy at the notion of missing out on all the fun that the guys might be having because i never got to really settle down and enjoy their company. I'm kind of proud with how A01 has progressed though so the juice was well worth the squeeze in the end. :)


I miss the old A01 guys though. Wonder how they're doing... :(


Interview for council passed without much of a hassle. I guess i wasn't that worked up about it because the interviewers were the 7th SC and i'm very familiar with them thanks to SCAP. Mr Lam was also there. He's been a great source of encouragement to me for the past few days. Hopefully i won't disappoint him. So i'm just waiting for the results of the interview round before i get down to campaigning business.


But before i get down to the selling of myself, which i've been very obviously (though subconsciously) doing for the PAE period, i should really clear up my workload first. Education is still very much the only reason why i'm bothered with school after all.


Which brings the Pre-U Seminar to mind. Apparently, SCAP has been called up for one last major event before we break up once and for all. Peejay is organising the pre-u seminar at NTU and SCAP, among other groups, would be assigned as SLOs or OGLs or whatever for the event. The participants happen to be more or less random people from every single JCs, Polytechnics and IB school(yuck!). It's relatively prestigious to actually be involved in the event as it is a national thingum. Hurray for another addition to my testimonial! But the best part of it all is that it's a 5 day stay-in event and we'll be bunking in at NTU's hostel. And it's all, i quote Wilfred-bro, ABSOLUTELY FREE! Wow. Training for the event is time consuming though which links back to my previous paragraph of me putting education as my priority.


I find my writing style rather aloof. :/


How i've changed.


Sadly, i've run out of things to say. I'll most probably blog again after i get my results of the interview. Wish me luck! :)

Toodles~


Olivejuice// 2 years of signing off this way.. :)

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Wickham

I'm having a hard time remembering names. Well, true that i never was good with names, but it doesn't help me when people of different shapes and sizes pass by fast and furious. And i HAVE to remember names!

My class is, as i put it delicately, at a point where global warming doesn't seem to have an effect. No one's fault, really. Mass lectures more or less left us void of a solid ice breaker. No matter, though. I'll have 30mins tomorrow and i have to make good of that little time i have. I don't really want to be in a divided class again. But ranting about my fucked up acs education leaves little to be desired of me.


I feel that i'm still not occupied with my studies. That's not good.


And can i now make it a point to mention just how much of a bored, self-indulgent lady Jane Austen must have been when she wrote Pride and Prejudice? I TRIED to enjoy it, god i did. But i found it to be so... MEH! Did it really have to be so very wordy?! Gosh! Thank god i'm done with it now. All hail 2nd hand pre-colour-annotated books from Bras Basah!


Olivejuice// 1 week :)

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